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Fuzzy Logic

30 Friday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, Muzzak

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fuzzy logic, logic, nerdox mode

“Ang hirap kasi sa yo binary ka mag-isip.”

“Eh bakit ba … eh ikaw ang fuzzy ng logic mo.”

I’ve always been a fan of Binary Logic. In it, you only worry about the 1 and the 0, the BLACK and the WHITE, the TRUE and the FALSE, the YES and the NO. I like reducing everything to two states. I hate gray areas. I hate in-betweens. I can’t help it, I’m like wired that way.

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Schrödinger’s Cat

28 Wednesday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, TV/Movies

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Schrödinger’s cat, often called a paradox, is a thought experiment devised by Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger around 1935.

Anyway, it’s like this: a cat is placed in a sealed box with a sealed vial of poison that will break open at an uncertain time. Since no one knows when or if the poison is released, until the box is opened, the cat is thought of as both alive and dead. One can only pick a state — dead or alive — when the box is finally opened and the cat is seen.

It’s like … hmmm … maybe it’s like when you like someone and you are not sure if they like you back or not and you haven’t even opened the box — crossed a line, dropped hints, told them, asked them out, argh, whatever else analogy you can think of — what that something between you and that someone can be actually thought of as REAL and IMAGINARY, THERE and NOT-THERE, FACT and FANTASY blah-blah-blah-yakkity-blah. Not until you take that risk, tell them how you feel, and find out once and for all what the heck is going on around here, will you know IF THE CAT IS ALIVE OR NOT.

Right?

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Blame The Big Bang Theory for this. It filled my morning and evening train rides with entertainment but rendered me unsociable since my friends couldn’t talk to me what with my ears covered with my gigantic headphones. I don’t care though if I looked like an idiot desperately trying to prevent myself from laughing. Ugh. Anyway, I already finished this season and will be waiting for the next so y’all can have my attention from here onwards — all the other TV shows have gone into hiatus anyway. Bummer.

No I Won't Write For You

27 Tuesday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Muzzak

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keso mode, sarah bareilles, sarah bareilles lyrics

I finally succumbed to this song. Jemu‘s been addicted to this for weeks — take that, WEEKS!

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands
I’m unusually hard to hold on to

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Path of Most Resistance

26 Monday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Poetry

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hey, do ya remember me?
we used to talk about things,
things that i didn’t know about,
things that i still don’t get.

well, it did look effortless,
me messing with all your mess.
you said i didn’t have to try,
you’re wrong, maybe i’ll tell you why.

coz i try really hard, actually,
and i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i want to,
no, not the way that i meant to.

hey, didja ever think of me?
i learned things the hard hard way.
guess ’twas all because of you,
hell, everything was for you.

but i learned to see some things,
accepted the comings and the goings,
and those that have all these meanings,
even stupid nonsensical blabberings.

coz i try really hard, you know that,
even if i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i want to,
no, not the way that i meant to.

and suppose that i’ll never see you,
and this might not be real anyway,
and you might not be who i thought you were,
but, i’ll still be here, anytime of day.

coz i try really hard, you know that,
even if i haven’t even seen you,
and i haven’t even got through to you,
not the way that i meant to,
not the way that i’m supposed to.

、E2:29 2008/05/26、E
salamats, meemax, sa title.

Three and O Hell to the Yeah!

23 Friday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Sports, WNBA

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seattle storm

(3-0)
1 2 3 4 Total
Seattle 22 15 25 25 87 Final
Phoenix 24 28 16 15 83

(0-3)
Top Performers
Seattle
L. Jackson Lauren Jackson
10-19, 30 Pts
9 Rebs, 3 Assists
Phoenix
K. Miller Kelly Miller
6-9, 15 Pts
5 Rebs, 7 Assists

Sue Bird – 13 points, 3 boards (1 off), 6 assists, 3 steals
Swin Cash – 19 points, 7 boards, 2 assists

Still on a high. Awesome awesome awesome game. We got GREAT DEFENSE but sucky offense. Those damn shots just weren’t falling. Good thing though that we didn’t let Phoenix get further away from — what — 17, 19 points up?

I love SWIN. She’s my favorite acquisition this season. 😀

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(1-1)
1 2 3 4 Total
Sacramento 14 20 11 17 62 Final
Seattle 15 9 15 35 74

(2-0)
Top Performers
Sacramento
R. Brunson Rebekkah Brunson
7-12, 15 Pts
6 Rebs, 0 Assists
Seattle
S. Bird Sue Bird
4-11, 17 Pts
5 Rebs, 5 Assists

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22 Thursday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Poetry, Project Tagalog

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Nakakatakot ang maglakad sa kawalan
na hindi sigurado ang patutunguhan,
ang maglakbay na walang sinusundan,
ang bahala nang mapunta sa kung saan.

Isiping lulan ka ng sasakyang tatahak
sa kahit anong baku-bako at lubak
kaliwa, kanan, liko, diretso, di tiyak,
manibela’y mga kamay mo ang may hawak.

Kayanin mo kaya ang walang kasiguruhan
at ibasura ang mapang pinagkakatiwalaan?
Ang maligaw, mawala, magulumihanan,
hayaang tangayin ng agos ng kapalaran?

Isnabin na ang alinlangan at sige sumabak
na lang sa kahit ano kahit man ikapahamak.
Di lahat ng bagay ay pinaplano’t binabalak,
minsan minsa’y sulit rin naman ang di tiyak.

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20 Tuesday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Geekdom, Poetry, TV/Movies

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hana kimi

you’re someone that ain’t mine,
i know but i don’t really mind.
but give me time to draw some line,
don’t cross it, just stay behind.

i don’t need no more definition
common sense’s not really common;
been spinning what little emotion,
everything coming to no fruition.

so leave me be, let me be, don’t you pry,
excuse me a minute, gotta put on my mask.
and when i smile, don’t you wonder why,
don’t mind me, that’s not too much to ask.

because you’re someone that ain’t mine,
come hell or high water or gloomy sunshine.
step back, turn away from my drawn line,
in time, i will be fine, i will be fine.

[ 12:04 2008/05/20 ]

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Grrrrr, kasalanan to ng Hana Kimi. Ang sakit ng heart ko para kay Nakatsu. Waaaah!

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Adios

19 Monday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Muzzak

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I’m tired of waiting here for you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you

httpv://youtube.com/watch?v=jGXRGIFdFbw

For some unknown reason, this song has been stuck in my head for quite a few days now (intersperse the LSS realm with *that song* from the movie Once) and I can’t get it out. But hey, I don’t even wanna expound on the significance of this song to me and whether there is or isn’t one in the first place. It’ll just be a waste of time and effort.

Opening Night

18 Sunday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Sports, WNBA

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basketball, chicago sky, lauren jackson, seattle storm, sheryl swoopes, storm, sue bird

(0-1)
1 2 3 4 Total
Chicago 18 17 12 14 61 Final
Seattle 16 13 25 13 67

(1-0)

OMG, I LOVE SWOOPES! The defense is just way awesome. LJ was ice cold in the first half — missing everything! The Storm couldn’t buy a single bucket and it looked like Chicago might win the game. And then Swoopes stole all those passes and the game just went into a different direction. Hell yeaaaaah!

One thing — wahaha, palpak pa rin ang bench! Imagine, with 2 minutes left, we were up 15 and then the starters went out, tapos the Sky cut the lead down to 6? My Gaaaaaad!

LJ’s stats look a little, I dunno, mortal. Come on, feel the rhythm, super-aussie! We gotta get you back to Superwoman status, ASAP!

Anyhoo, top performers for this game:

Bird – 13 pts, 7 asts
Cash – 13 pts, 8 rebs, 3 asts
Swoopes – 6 pts, 4 rebs, 2 asts, 3 steals
Griffith – 8 pts, 7 rebs
Jackson – 14 pts, 6 rebs

Other games on opening night:

(1) LA 99 – 94 PHX
[LA] Candace Parker with 34, 12, and 8 asts.
[PHX] Cappie Pondexter with 32, 3, and 7 asts.

(2) DET 85 – 66 HOU.
[DET] Katie Smith with 21 and 3 dishes.
[HOU] Tina Thompson with 17, 8, 2 asts.

(3) CON 100 – 68 ATL
[CON] Whitmore with 22, 10, and 3 assists.
[ATL] B-Money with 19 and 7.

(4) IND 64 – 53 WAS
[IND] Katie Douglas with 24, 7, 3.
[WAS] Sanford with 14, 11, 1.

(5) SAC 73 – 64 SA
[SAC] Williams 13, 7.
[SA] Young 22, 4

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Weeee! Next game is on a Wednesday. Argh, I hope I can still listen AND work.

Official Seattle Storm 2008 Roster

17 Saturday May 2008

Posted by kilcher in Sports, WNBA

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basketball, lauren jackson, seattle storm, sheryl swoopes, sue bird, swin cash, yolanda griffith

Seattle Storm Starting Five
Storm Starters
、ESue Bird, Yolanda Griffith, Lauren Jackson, Swin Cash, Sheryl Swoopes 、E/p>

NUM PLAYER POS HT WT DOB FROM YRS
8 Kimberly Beck G 5-8 125 12/27/1985 George Washington R
10 Sue Bird G 5-9 150 10/16/1980 Connecticut ’02 6
2 Swin Cash F 6-1 162 09/22/1979 Connecticut ’02 6
0 Shyra Ely F 6-2 182 08/09/1983 Tennessee ’05 3
4 Katie Gearlds G-F 6-1 184 10/26/1984 Purdue 1
13 Yolanda Griffith C-F 6-3 188 03/01/1970 Florida Atlantic ’93 9
15 Lauren Jackson F-C 6-5 187 05/11/1981 Australia 7
26 Florina Pascalau C 6-4 187 01/19/1982 Romania R
43 Ashley Robinson C 6-4 180 08/12/1982 Tennessee 4
9 Kelly Santos F 6-3 188 11/10/1979 Brazil 2
22 Sheryl Swoopes F 6-0 145 03/25/1971 Texas Tech ’93 10
30 Tanisha Wright G 5-11 165 11/29/1983 Penn State 3

BECK IS IN! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!

(Storm waved Doneeka Hodges-Lewis and kept Beck and newly-arrived center Florina Pascalau).

Alright, just have to get that out of my system.

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