Between the snowboard thing yesterday and finally buying Noodles this morning, I think I’m getting a little too overwhelmed with all the things that I’m planning to do. Add to that the recent blog hikkoshi* and now I’m more pressured to write sensible stuff all the time. I’m thinking of too many projects and I now feel like I won’t even get to start, much less finish them. Gah, suddenly it feels like an avalanche is just waiting to happen.

Some of these projects include:

1. Project Kamay — Hand photography. I have several shots listed but I still have to find other hands. And inspiration — yes, I super need a giant shining shimmering splendid source of inspiration.

2. Project Emotikon — Emotive poses and expressions. Again, I still haven’t found another person who can emote (!) as much as I can so pit stop muna tayo dito. I have two sets done. They’re in my multiply site.

3. Project Tagalog — I can’t even write anymore, much less produce something in Tagalog. I have started this project with a few choice pieces. And there are also some works that I’m a little apprehensive to show to the madlang pipol. Alam mo na, baka mahiritan na naman ako :p

4. Project Luna — I’m not sure if I can do this soon. Sana though. Bago mawala na naman yang buwan na yan.

5. The Checkered Sahara — Re-decorating my Sahara-like (in temperature) room with black and white checkered pattern as the main motif. Good God! I found the drapes at Donki in Ginza! Halleluiah! Next up: that structure where I can hang my oh so many jackets. Guguho na ang aking curtain rods!

6. Learn some more guitar thing and try to memorize chords and whatnots this time. Try not to use the memory gap as an excuse.

7. Finish “Confessor” — OMG, naunahan na ako tapos na ni Ramil! I really need to finish this because I can’t stop thinking about this novel even if I’m not even reading it the past couple of days.

8. Stay updated with UConn. Malapit na ang March Madness. Sabi ko dati babawi ako sa panahong ito.

9. Keep up with Seattle Storm news and get myself ready for the May 2008 season of the WNBA. Oo kailangan ng matinding preps ito.

*Le Sigh*

Too many things to do, too little time, too short an attention span.

I think I need to slam on the breaks and just breathe for a while …, you know, stop for a while and recharge and clear these cobwebs outta my mind. Maybe then, maybe I’ll find a reason to do all the things that I loved to do in the past — if you can already call last week the past. So yeah. Maybe I’m just really tired after all.

Ako ay isang tao lamang, isang mortal na nilalang,
napapagod, nagsasawa, nauubusan ng pinaghuhugutan
ng mga emosyong di ko rin alam kung saan nagmula,
kaya ako ay hihinto na muna, hihinto’t magpapahinga.

hikkoshi — transfer