Do not be flummoxed
by the blank stare you usually find
plastered on this passive face.
You’ve always known
that silent waters run deep,
that emotions do run high
despite the nonchalance I keep.
You’ve seen firsthand
how the cold and calm demeanor
masks away the panic
and the restlessness and the pain,
masks them so effortlessly
it seems feelings are held in disdain.
Do not be surprised or wary of the silence
hovering around this impenetrable shell.
You’ve always known that quiet
doesn’t mean that the mind is not working;
Do not be afraid of the lack of words
or the lack of affectionate gestures;
You’ve always known, I know you do,
it doesn’t mean that this heart is not beating.