30 Friday May 2008
Posted in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, Muzzak
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“Ang hirap kasi sa yo binary ka mag-isip.”
“Eh bakit ba … eh ikaw ang fuzzy ng logic mo.”
I’ve always been a fan of Binary Logic. In it, you only worry about the 1 and the 0, the BLACK and the WHITE, the TRUE and the FALSE, the YES and the NO. I like reducing everything to two states. I hate gray areas. I hate in-betweens. I can’t help it, I’m like wired that way.
28 Wednesday May 2008
Posted in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, TV/Movies
Schrödinger’s cat, often called a paradox, is a thought experiment devised by Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger around 1935.
Anyway, it’s like this: a cat is placed in a sealed box with a sealed vial of poison that will break open at an uncertain time. Since no one knows when or if the poison is released, until the box is opened, the cat is thought of as both alive and dead. One can only pick a state — dead or alive — when the box is finally opened and the cat is seen.
It’s like … hmmm … maybe it’s like when you like someone and you are not sure if they like you back or not and you haven’t even opened the box — crossed a line, dropped hints, told them, asked them out, argh, whatever else analogy you can think of — what that something between you and that someone can be actually thought of as REAL and IMAGINARY, THERE and NOT-THERE, FACT and FANTASY blah-blah-blah-yakkity-blah. Not until you take that risk, tell them how you feel, and find out once and for all what the heck is going on around here, will you know IF THE CAT IS ALIVE OR NOT.
Right?
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Blame The Big Bang Theory for this. It filled my morning and evening train rides with entertainment but rendered me unsociable since my friends couldn’t talk to me what with my ears covered with my gigantic headphones. I don’t care though if I looked like an idiot desperately trying to prevent myself from laughing. Ugh. Anyway, I already finished this season and will be waiting for the next so y’all can have my attention from here onwards — all the other TV shows have gone into hiatus anyway. Bummer.
20 Tuesday May 2008
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you’re someone that ain’t mine,
i know but i don’t really mind.
but give me time to draw some line,
don’t cross it, just stay behind.
i don’t need no more definition
common sense’s not really common;
been spinning what little emotion,
everything coming to no fruition.
so leave me be, let me be, don’t you pry,
excuse me a minute, gotta put on my mask.
and when i smile, don’t you wonder why,
don’t mind me, that’s not too much to ask.
because you’re someone that ain’t mine,
come hell or high water or gloomy sunshine.
step back, turn away from my drawn line,
in time, i will be fine, i will be fine.
[ 12:04 2008/05/20 ]
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Grrrrr, kasalanan to ng Hana Kimi. Ang sakit ng heart ko para kay Nakatsu. Waaaah!
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16 Sunday Mar 2008
White Noise —
— it’s like silence but not empty.
— Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time
14 Friday Mar 2008
Posted in Geekdom
Wala na talagang redeeming factor eh. Pero bakit ba eh sa gusto kong humirit eh! Kaya pagbigyan na. Via Alvin, nahanap ko ito, kung may mga korning pick-up lines, mayroon ding korning nerdong pick-up lines.
Aaaay, di pala to mag-apply sa lahat ng klase ng nerd. Pang-programmers pala. Ahihihi.
Game?
Game!
12 Wednesday Mar 2008
Posted in Geekdom
What’s the matter with you people? Stick to the lexical definition of a joke. It’s meant to provoke laughter, not to be used as a tool for mind games.
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madam: obviously walang magawa ang taong lumikha nito madam: :)) tinats: akoooo tinats: anubuzz. madam: ikaw? madam: =))
22 Friday Feb 2008
Posted in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, Poetry
Inertia … Inertia … Inertiaaaaaaaaa …
Ang sarap manatili sa estadong ganito
at isisi ang lahat sa
Inertia … Inertia … Inertiaaaaaaaaa …
Oo na, tamad, lethargic, sloth,
lahat na ng salitang walang kagana-gana,
hala, sige, ikabit mo na sa kin,
pero kasalanan pa rin ito ng
Inertia … Inertia … Inertiaaaaaaaaa …
Eh bakit ba — ang sarap naman kaya
ng nakahinto ka lang at nasa isang tabi,
nag-iisip, nakatulala, nagmumuni-muni.
Ayoko pang gumalaw, ayoko pang gumulong,
hangga’t wala pa SIYA na magtutulak
sa akin, SIYAng magsisilbing isparkplag,
SIYAng makakahila sa akin mula sa
Inertia … Inertia … Inertiaaaaaaaaa …
Grrr naman talaga.
Isisi na lang ang lahat sa inertia.
30 Wednesday Jan 2008
Posted in Geekdom, Photo Blog
reading backlog. originally uploaded by kilcher
Gosh, I really really really need to start sometime soon. Ihuli na lang yung Buzzer Beater. Kelangan ko pa yata ng Electronic Dictionary para lang ma-gets iyan eh.
Gomen, Meemax, ang tagal ko sobra sa Spiderwick. Pati yung Book of Enchantments rin ang bagal ko. Mahirap yata talaga magpilit kapag naubusan na ng gana ang isang tao eh.
Pero tatapusin ko ito pramis! Sana lang marami akong oras na pwede i-distribute sa lahat ng mga gusto kong gawin di ba?
27 Sunday Jan 2008
Posted in Geekdom, Life Oh Life, Poetry, Project Tagalog
Between the snowboard thing yesterday and finally buying Noodles this morning, I think I’m getting a little too overwhelmed with all the things that I’m planning to do. Add to that the recent blog hikkoshi* and now I’m more pressured to write sensible stuff all the time. I’m thinking of too many projects and I now feel like I won’t even get to start, much less finish them. Gah, suddenly it feels like an avalanche is just waiting to happen.
Some of these projects include:
1. Project Kamay — Hand photography. I have several shots listed but I still have to find other hands. And inspiration — yes, I super need a giant shining shimmering splendid source of inspiration.
2. Project Emotikon — Emotive poses and expressions. Again, I still haven’t found another person who can emote (!) as much as I can so pit stop muna tayo dito. I have two sets done. They’re in my multiply site.
3. Project Tagalog — I can’t even write anymore, much less produce something in Tagalog. I have started this project with a few choice pieces. And there are also some works that I’m a little apprehensive to show to the madlang pipol. Alam mo na, baka mahiritan na naman ako :p
4. Project Luna — I’m not sure if I can do this soon. Sana though. Bago mawala na naman yang buwan na yan.
5. The Checkered Sahara — Re-decorating my Sahara-like (in temperature) room with black and white checkered pattern as the main motif. Good God! I found the drapes at Donki in Ginza! Halleluiah! Next up: that structure where I can hang my oh so many jackets. Guguho na ang aking curtain rods!
6. Learn some more guitar thing and try to memorize chords and whatnots this time. Try not to use the memory gap as an excuse.
7. Finish “Confessor” — OMG, naunahan na ako tapos na ni Ramil! I really need to finish this because I can’t stop thinking about this novel even if I’m not even reading it the past couple of days.
8. Stay updated with UConn. Malapit na ang March Madness. Sabi ko dati babawi ako sa panahong ito.
9. Keep up with Seattle Storm news and get myself ready for the May 2008 season of the WNBA. Oo kailangan ng matinding preps ito.
*Le Sigh*
Too many things to do, too little time, too short an attention span.
I think I need to slam on the breaks and just breathe for a while …, you know, stop for a while and recharge and clear these cobwebs outta my mind. Maybe then, maybe I’ll find a reason to do all the things that I loved to do in the past — if you can already call last week the past. So yeah. Maybe I’m just really tired after all.
Ako ay isang tao lamang, isang mortal na nilalang,
napapagod, nagsasawa, nauubusan ng pinaghuhugutan
ng mga emosyong di ko rin alam kung saan nagmula,
kaya ako ay hihinto na muna, hihinto’t magpapahinga.
hikkoshi — transfer
27 Thursday Dec 2007
typedef struct data_type {
int duration;
char name[20];
char location[20];
} memory;
memory *source_of_emo;
source_of_emo = (memory*) malloc( sizeof(*source_of_emo) );
source_of_emo->duration = 70;
strcpy( source_of_emo->name, “sikret heehee” );
strcpy( source_of_emo->location, “sikret ulit heehee” );
printf( “kilcher is remembering the memory %p with the name of %s who is located at %s. memory length is %d”, source_of_emo, source_of_emo->name, source_of_emo->location, source_of_emo->duration);
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free( source_of_emo );
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free( source_of_emo );
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ERROR: pointer source_of_emo does not respond;
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free( source_of_emo );
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ERROR: pointer source_of_emo does not respond;
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ANUBAH! ANAK NG TINALUPANG TINOLA NAMAN! CTRL-ALT-DEL FORCE SHUTDOWN!
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Gomen ne. Rusty na ang aking C skills. Kung mali, hayaan na lang hehe. At shoutout kay Apols ⇁Ekasalanan mo ito haha.