{"id":725,"date":"2010-05-10T20:14:03","date_gmt":"2010-05-10T11:14:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/?p=725"},"modified":"2010-05-10T20:14:03","modified_gmt":"2010-05-10T11:14:03","slug":"note-to-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=725","title":{"rendered":"Note To Self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">It&#8217;s so easy to get lost in all the talks of HDR, long exposure, f2.8, 500mm zoom, VR, body motor, desat, post-processing, vignettes, sharpness, purple fringing, Crumpler, Think Tank, softbox, strobes, and all other photography shit that we forget what photography used to mean to us. It&#8217;s not about whether you&#8217;ve got the most kick-ass gear; you may have a Mark IV but if you don&#8217;t know shit about basic composition then you&#8217;re nothing but the countless posers walking around malls and public places with SLRs hanging from their necks. It&#8217;s also not about whether you&#8217;ve got awesome post-processing skills; you may master the ins and outs of Photoshop, Lightroom, Gimp, Picasa, iPhoto, or hell, even MS Paint, but if your photo doesn&#8217;t have any emotion oozing out of it, it&#8217;s practically useless (although, let&#8217;s admit it, a good post-processing can turn a blah photo into an almost eye-popping one). And it&#8217;s definitely not about your friends having cameras so you should get one too.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I have been taking photos since 2008 but I&#8217;m not claiming to be a pro or anything. I know I&#8217;ve got a lot more to learn before even claiming that I&#8217;m a proficient photo-hobbyist. And yeah, during the last two years, I&#8217;ve been swallowed in this never-ending and expensive hobby and okay, I&#8217;ve sort of improved, technically, composition-wise, and I think even my post-processing skills have taken a leap.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">But sometimes, I feel like it&#8217;s too much, you know. I think I&#8217;ve gone overboard sometimes with post-postprocessing, and sometimes, I get way too technical when taking shots that I forget to just appreciate the beauty of the scene before me and just let my eyes decide how to frame the scene and position the subject. Suffice to say, I got sort of lost in the avalanche of knowledge that I got from friends, fellow photo-hobbyists, forums, and online tutorials. So, I think I kinda need to remind myself why I got into this very expensive mess in the first place, what should this hobby mean to me, crap like that.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">The following photos were taken by an old Sony Ericsson k650i cameraphone. Mind you, that phone wasn&#8217;t even the most kick-ass in terms of MegaPixels back then. I only bought it so I could have a Pinas roaming phone when I transferred to Tokyo for work. These lame-ass cameraphone photos are actually the reasons why I thought I&#8217;d buy a DSLR and see where that hobby will take me (hey, I was depressed back then, I would try almost anything &#8212; keyword: almost).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a title=\"takot sa sun by kilcher, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/kilcher\/2129431899\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2096\/2129431899_cb7d34a339.jpg\" alt=\"takot sa sun\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<small>&#8220;Takot sa Sun&#8221; was taken at around 5am during a Winter month when I couldn&#8217;t sleep because of something depressing.<\/small><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a title=\"... by kilcher, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/kilcher\/2131811205\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2210\/2131811205_9a14a70a92.jpg\" alt=\"...\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><small>&#8220;&#8230;&#8221; was taken later that same day when my emo mood refused to just take a hike.<\/small><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">So, yeah, I need to remind myself that I take photos for my enjoyment and not for anybody else (well, also for you, but you get what I mean, right?). I take photos of my travels and my everyday experiences (like, hello, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/kilcher\/sets\/72157604962712469\/\">Project 365!<\/a>) and just because I wanted to snap a shot of that damn awesome scene in front of me. I used to take self-portraits (like, hello, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/kilcher\/sets\/72157604962712469\/\">Project 365<\/a>!) but then I&#8217;ve gotten way too tired of myself so that kinda dwindled down. It was never because I wanted to show off or get recognized or get complimented (although that would be nice haha). I may have good days and bad days (sometimes my post-processing sucks) and maybe get stuck in a very long rut but there is no way I&#8217;m stopping. I&#8217;m doing this for all the right reasons and I may get lost in all the technical shit again but I got these two photos to remind me to just, I dunno, sometimes great composition happens when you&#8217;re not thinking at all.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">So there, I&#8217;m doing this because I love doing this &#8212; nothing more, nothing less.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\/\/<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Okay, wait, I&#8217;m not making any sense. I swear I had a point in my head earlier.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Fine, I&#8217;m stopping now.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Guess that&#8217;s what you get if you stopped blogging for what feels like eons.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">*Shrugs*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s so easy to get lost in all the talks of HDR, long exposure, f2.8, 500mm zoom, VR, body motor, &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=725\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[427,429,432],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=725"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=725"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=725"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=725"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}