{"id":57,"date":"2005-03-19T17:33:29","date_gmt":"2005-03-19T08:33:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/03\/19\/shes-gone\/"},"modified":"2005-03-19T17:33:29","modified_gmt":"2005-03-19T08:33:29","slug":"shes-gone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=57","title":{"rendered":"She&#039;s Gone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>she opens her eyes with much ado.<br \/>\nshe hates the coming of another morning,<br \/>\nthe sun is up, another day starts anew,<br \/>\ntime again to join the world of the living.<\/p>\n<p>she stands there by the curb,<br \/>\nrandom people pass her by.<br \/>\ncompletely apathetically disconnected<br \/>\nand yet she never even bothered why.<\/p>\n<p>she tries to lend her ears to the sound<br \/>\nthat resonates not for her to hear.<br \/>\ntries so hard but fails to connect<br \/>\nshe and this world just won&#8217;t intersect.<\/p>\n<p>she opens her eyes to see<br \/>\nthe images turning gray and blurry.<br \/>\nshe allows herself a pinprick to feel,<br \/>\nstill everything doesn&#8217;t feel real.<\/p>\n<p>come night, as soon as her eyes close,<br \/>\nher mind travels instantly<br \/>\ninto another world, another universe,<br \/>\na world her soul craves for hungrily.<\/p>\n<p>psychedelic colors around her twirl<br \/>\nmountains, skyscrapers combine in a swirl.<br \/>\nthere, everything is for her to feel,<br \/>\nin her world, everything is just so real.<\/p>\n<p>but mornings come, they always do;<br \/>\nand again she stirs, opens her eyes,<br \/>\nanother day to go through<br \/>\nthe motions that she so despises.<\/p>\n<p>once again standing there watching by,<br \/>\nentirely disconnected yet uncannily calm.<br \/>\nshe never really needed to wonder why,<br \/>\nshe lives, dwells in another realm.<\/p>\n<p>entirely disconnected, seeing things from afar,<br \/>\nshe stares placidly til the day is done.<br \/>\nnight time comes, a welcome refuge,<br \/>\nand then she&#8217;s gone&#8230;instantly she&#8217;s gone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>she opens her eyes with much ado. she hates the coming of another morning, the sun is up, another day &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=57\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}