{"id":56,"date":"2005-03-12T19:00:26","date_gmt":"2005-03-12T10:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/03\/12\/talk-speak-whatever\/"},"modified":"2005-03-12T19:00:26","modified_gmt":"2005-03-12T10:00:26","slug":"talk-speak-whatever","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=56","title":{"rendered":"Talk. Speak. Whatever."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>talk to me about the craziness of kismet<br \/>\ntalk to me about the inner workings of fate<br \/>\ntalk about what really brought us here<br \/>\ntalk about both our minds&#8217; current state.<\/p>\n<p>tell me about bad luck and karma,<br \/>\ntell me about getting back at someone.<br \/>\ntell me it&#8217;s a vicious cycle and it&#8217;s useless,<br \/>\ntell me it&#8217;ll just put me back to square one.<\/p>\n<p>speak to me of destiny, of what&#8217;s in store<br \/>\nspeak of things to look forward to in the future.<br \/>\nspeak to me of the reason behind all of this,<br \/>\ni won&#8217;t question you on how you can be so sure.<\/p>\n<p>speak to me about angst, about anger,<br \/>\nspeak to me of suffering and never-ending pain<br \/>\nspeak to me about how hard it truly is<br \/>\nto just live on and on and still getting no gain.<\/p>\n<p>talk to me about dreaming for more<br \/>\ntalk about going for the top, gunning for gold.<br \/>\ntell me when to stop, tell me to listen,<br \/>\ntell me when to quit and do as i&#8217;m told.<\/p>\n<p>speak to me of joy and of sadness,<br \/>\nnothing short of depression and of gladness.<br \/>\nspeak to me, no more, no less,<br \/>\nof the thin line between sanity and madness.<\/p>\n<p>talk about the silly connivance of things,<br \/>\ntalk about weird and uncanny circumstances.<br \/>\ntalk about the most foolish things, and scold me,<br \/>\ni seem to be doing those in recurring instances.<\/p>\n<p>talk to me, tell me about something;<br \/>\nspeak to me of nothing and of everything.<br \/>\ni resign myself from now on to listening,<br \/>\njust talk to me, speak to me, i&#8217;m begging.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p align=\"justify\"><em>written on account of my realization that i may be driving away the people around me with my nonstop blabbering about everything that comes to my mind. you see i don&#8217;t normally open up, but when i find someone i am entirely comfortable with, someone i can tell those itsy-bitsy pieces of nutty thoughts i sometimes have, i just can&#8217;t stop. i&#8217;m really sorry if i do interrupt you when you&#8217;re talking about something. it&#8217;s not intentional and i mean well. and well, that&#8217;s just how i am.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>talk to me about the craziness of kismet talk to me about the inner workings of fate talk about what &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=56\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=56"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=56"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=56"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=56"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}