standstill it seems where we are.
\ncrossroads, doubts, uncertainties.
\nthe happy days seem indeed so far.
\nfeels so shattering, feels like love is war.
\nwe may both end up with scars,
\nfeels like we may never reach the stars.<\/p>\n
standstill i am but drowning.
\ni fall flat to the ground but it feels like i\u2019m hanging.
\nsilence between us but it\u2019s deafening.
\nhappy we seem but not rejoicing.<\/p>\n
at this confusing point we stand,
\nlike always I\u2019m holding your hand.
\ni\u2019m missing the jitters
\ni\u2019m missing the exhilaration.
\nsomehow I\u2019m missing everything,
\neverything i have had with you.<\/p>\n
but when i glimpsed to my side
\nyou\u2019re still with me i come to see
\nmakes it easier for me to decide
\nwhether or not to stay by your side.<\/p>\n
all things leave me as i am
\nclueless, stupid, useless
\ncoz I don\u2019t know if you still want me.<\/p>\n
love is like war.
\nsometimes we win, sometimes we don\u2019t.
\nbut still the same
\nwe both end up with scars.<\/p>\n
yell at me.<\/p>\n
be furious.<\/p>\n
get angry.<\/p>\n
coz I\u2019m useless\u2026
\nstupid\u2026
\nworthless\u2026<\/p>\n
i am no good to you.<\/p>\n
but then i have summoned enough courage
\nto say i still want you
\nand you\u2019re still the one.<\/p>\n
standstill i am but i\u2019m drowning.
\ni fall flat to the ground but i\u2019m still falling.
\nsilence sure is deafening…<\/p>\n
standstill.
\nstandstill, idle we linger\u2026
\nuntil i know if you still want me.<\/p>\n
standstill.
\nstandstill, idle we remain\u2026
\nuntil i know if i\u2019m still the one.<\/p>\n
tell me, am i still the one?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
standstill it seems where we are. crossroads, doubts, uncertainties. the happy days seem indeed so far. feels so shattering, feels …<\/p>\n