I wish I could have been prepared
\nOnce and again I had told myself
\nIf only I could accept what has befallen
\nIf only I could see \u2001Ewas my heart you\u2019d taken.
\nLight and swift you were
\nAnd I wasn\u2019t even a bit aware
\nI had fallen for you before I knew
\nI had fallen, I concealed that it was true.
\nI longed to see you
\nI craved to be with you
\nI\u2019d have waited in the hallway all day
\nI\u2019d have begged you to stay.
\nBut cruel fate had it for me,
\nWhen, on my sleeve, I once wore my heart.
\nTwas that you were cruel as any could be
\nTwas that only nonchalant words you could impart.
\nI wish I could have been forewarned
\nOnce and again I had told myself
\nIf only I could accept what has befallen
\nIf only I could see \u2001Ewas my heart you\u2019d broken.
\nTime I spent to get away from you
\nTime I wasted to get back at you
\nBut you didn\u2019t even care a thing about me
\nYou don\u2019t even give a tiny damn about me.
\nWhat fool was I to let myself be like this\u2001E
\nJust for someone utterly worthless?
\nWhat fool were you to let me go?
\nI could have loved you with all my soul!
\nNow time I spend to seek myself
\nTime I spend to see you\u2019re not the one for me.
\nNow time I spend to toughen myself
\nTime I spend to unfasten the hold you have on me.
\nI wish I could face you now
\nMy heart devoid of all pain and inhibition
\nI wish I could tell you somehow
\nMy heart is healed from all your painful infliction.
\nI wish I could let you go
\nWithout the hatred and accusation
\nI wish I could let you go
\nWithout telling you I could have loved you with all my soul!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I wish I could have been prepared Once and again I had told myself If only I could accept what …<\/p>\n