{"id":50,"date":"2005-03-15T15:40:21","date_gmt":"2005-03-15T06:40:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/03\/15\/pansinin-niyo-ako\/"},"modified":"2005-03-15T15:40:21","modified_gmt":"2005-03-15T06:40:21","slug":"pansinin-niyo-ako","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=50","title":{"rendered":"Pansinin Niyo Ako"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>here is a voice not once listened to,<br \/>\nhere are the eyes not once been opened,<br \/>\nhere is the hand forced not to do,<br \/>\nhere is the mind not much enlightened.<\/p>\n<p>amidst all the growing expectations<br \/>\nhere is the one not supposed to falter.<br \/>\nin the middle of everyone\u2019s anticipation<br \/>\nhere is the one believed that could conquer.<\/p>\n<p>and yet who is this that is believed<br \/>\nbut possesses a total lack of confidence?<br \/>\nwho is this one supposed to succeed<br \/>\nbut grapples endlessly with ambivalence?<\/p>\n<p>who knows that behind that cold exterior<br \/>\nlies hidden the weak, passive and unassuming?<br \/>\nwho knows that in order to please i surrender<br \/>\nbefore failure renders me barely breathing?<\/p>\n<p>here is the voice not once listened to,<br \/>\nclamoring to be heard, seeking the good.<br \/>\nhere is the face without the cold bravado<br \/>\nopen, unmasked, hoping to be understood.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p align=\"center\">to the co-conspirator, the techie guru, the guitar tutor, the PEx partner-in-crime\u2026<br \/>\nto the one who scared the wits out of me while driving in UP @ 2 in the morning\u2026<br \/>\nto my best bud\u2026<br \/>\nto the big bro i never had\u2026<br \/>\n<img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v17\/kilcher\/birthday.gif\" alt=\"Image hosted by Photobucket.com\" \/><br \/>\nhaberday <a href=\"http:\/\/lowaction.blogspot.com\/\">kuya marc dude<\/a>! gimmick tayo soon. <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/kilcher.orgfree.com\/blogs\/wp-includes\/images\/smilies\/icon_smile.gif\" alt=\":)\" class=\"wp-smiley\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>here is a voice not once listened to, here are the eyes not once been opened, here is the hand &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=50\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[429],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}