{"id":43,"date":"2005-05-12T18:59:03","date_gmt":"2005-05-12T09:59:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/05\/12\/crossroads\/"},"modified":"2005-05-12T18:59:03","modified_gmt":"2005-05-12T09:59:03","slug":"crossroads","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=43","title":{"rendered":"Crossroads"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the sun comes up in the east<br \/>\npromising a good day ahead;<br \/>\nthe rays shining through the mists<br \/>\nlighting upon paths to tread.<\/p>\n<p>and yet that mocking uncertainty<br \/>\nthat mercilessly plagued the mind<br \/>\nwouldn&#8217;t let go unwillingly<br \/>\nand let some things be left behind.<\/p>\n<p>how does one pick up the threads<br \/>\nfrom where one once grinded to a halt?<br \/>\nwill it be possible to move on<br \/>\nwhen one&#8217;s heart is set on going back?<\/p>\n<p>there were moments not forgotten<br \/>\nyet there were cuts too deep to heal.<br \/>\nlaughter, exhilaration, hope existed<br \/>\nyet the desperation was also real.<\/p>\n<p>the paths are ominous but beckoning,<br \/>\ndangers lay abound cloaked by subtleties.<br \/>\nlife has halted yet now it&#8217;s continuing,<br \/>\nonce again rearing to show its anomalies&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>more is promised in the days to come<br \/>\nbefore those eyes much clouded with doubt.<br \/>\nyet the board has been set, pieces waiting,<br \/>\ntime has come for one to set those moving.<\/p>\n<p>6:59 PM 5\/12\/2005<br \/>\n<em>-out of boredom, insanity and the confusion and uncentainties that come with having to decide between bumming around or earning my keep. <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the sun comes up in the east promising a good day ahead; the rays shining through the mists lighting upon &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=43\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[429,13,436],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}