{"id":37,"date":"2005-12-13T17:42:39","date_gmt":"2005-12-13T08:42:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/12\/13\/reunion\/"},"modified":"2005-12-13T17:42:39","modified_gmt":"2005-12-13T08:42:39","slug":"reunion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=37","title":{"rendered":"Reunion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>fear of rejection, my old friend,<br \/>\nwe haven&#8217;t seen each other<br \/>\nfor quite a while now.<br \/>\nit&#8217;s been a few years eh?<br \/>\nbut why does it feel like<br \/>\nit&#8217;s been forever?<br \/>\nand why, my life with you,<br \/>\nwhy can&#8217;t i remember?<\/p>\n<p>and now you&#8217;re back,<br \/>\nindeed you&#8217;re back and with a vengeance,<br \/>\nready to strike, ready to pounce,<br \/>\noh bloody hell, why don&#8217;t you?<br \/>\nwhy don&#8217;t you just strike me now?<\/p>\n<p>coz you see i haven&#8217;t woken<br \/>\nfrom this hopeful trance<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s threatening to dissolve<br \/>\nwhatever minute semblance<br \/>\nof sanity i currently hold.<\/p>\n<p>fear of rejection, why can&#8217;t you just<br \/>\ncancel the blasted stubborness<br \/>\nof this hopeful, woeful heart<br \/>\nthat still believes?<br \/>\nwhy can&#8217;t you just extinguish<br \/>\nthe hope for a love that had<br \/>\nsuddenly turned unrequited?<\/p>\n<p>fear of rejection, you do threaten<br \/>\nto come back to me, so why don&#8217;t you?<br \/>\nsnuff out the embers and<br \/>\nlet the cold winds blow.<br \/>\ncome be with me,<br \/>\nat least i know you&#8217;ll never let me go.<\/p>\n<p>i know you&#8217;ll never let me go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>fear of rejection, my old friend, we haven&#8217;t seen each other for quite a while now. it&#8217;s been a few &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=37\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}