{"id":36,"date":"2005-12-19T18:22:45","date_gmt":"2005-12-19T09:22:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2005\/12\/19\/musings-of-a-destined-failure\/"},"modified":"2005-12-19T18:22:45","modified_gmt":"2005-12-19T09:22:45","slug":"musings-of-a-destined-failure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=36","title":{"rendered":"Musings of a Destined Failure"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Palpak ka na naman.<br \/>\nKailan pa ba magbabago yan?<br \/>\nParang lahat na lang ng bagay sa mundo<br \/>\nPakiramdam mo ikaw ang dahilan.<\/p>\n<p>Kung hindi ka sana nagiging tanga,<br \/>\nKung hindi ka sana puro sarili na lang.<br \/>\nEh di sana di ka iiyak-iyak ng gabaldeng luha,<br \/>\nDi ka sana nagmumukhang buwang.<\/p>\n<p>Ngunit paano nga ba ibabangon ang sarili<br \/>\nKung ang lahat ng umiikot sa paligid mo<br \/>\nAy hindi mo maintindihan kahit na anong gawin<br \/>\nKahit mahilo ka na sa kakaisip kung paano?<\/p>\n<p>Palpak ka na naman, sablay na lang parati.<br \/>\nKailan ka ba magbabago? Kapag wala na ang lahat?<br \/>\nKapag wala ka nang magagawa para maisalba<br \/>\nang lahat ng kailangan mong isalba?<\/p>\n<p>Hala, tama na ang pagmumuni-muni,<br \/>\nTama na ang pagtatanga-tangahan,<br \/>\nTama na ang pagmumukmok.<br \/>\nHala, gumalaw ka na.<\/p>\n<p>Bago mawala ang lahat at mag-iiiyak ka na naman diyan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Palpak ka na naman. Kailan pa ba magbabago yan? Parang lahat na lang ng bagay sa mundo Pakiramdam mo ikaw &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=36\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,433],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}