{"id":34,"date":"2006-01-11T17:23:39","date_gmt":"2006-01-11T08:23:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2006\/01\/11\/numb\/"},"modified":"2006-01-11T17:23:39","modified_gmt":"2006-01-11T08:23:39","slug":"numb","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=34","title":{"rendered":"Numb"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>see the expanse of life around you dissipate<br \/>\nsee the ground you&#8217;re walking on crumble down<br \/>\nsee the oblivion before your feet stretch out endlessly<\/p>\n<p>see how a mirror reflects the truth<br \/>\nsee the image in front of you and realize to<br \/>\nsee that it&#8217;s not you anymore<\/p>\n<p>see how your world crumbles<br \/>\nsee how you slowly fall apart<br \/>\nsee how painful everything really is &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; painful?<\/p>\n<p>painful, hurtful indeed, but<br \/>\nsee how it had made you numb.<\/p>\n<p>gut-wrenching, life-turning, mind-numbing,<br \/>\nbut still it had made you numb.<\/p>\n<p><em>originally posted in my <a href=\"http:\/\/kilcher.tabulas.com\">tabulas<\/a> on june 4 2005<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>see the expanse of life around you dissipate see the ground you&#8217;re walking on crumble down see the oblivion before &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=34\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}