{"id":306,"date":"2008-09-12T00:50:55","date_gmt":"2008-09-11T15:50:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/?p=306"},"modified":"2008-09-12T00:50:55","modified_gmt":"2008-09-11T15:50:55","slug":"ya-know-that-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=306","title":{"rendered":"Ya Know &#8230; *That* Fear?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It hasn\u2019t felt like this before<br \/>\n\tIt hasn\u2019t felt like home before you<br \/>\n\tAnd I know it\u2019s easy to say<br \/>\n\tbut it\u2019s harder to feel this way<\/p>\n<p>\tAnd I miss you more than I should<br \/>\n\tThan I thought I could<br \/>\n\tcan&#8217;t get my mind off of you &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>httpv:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=98hX2lzy3cQ<\/p>\n<p>\tI know you\u2019re scared that I\u2019ll soon be over it<br \/>\n\tThat\u2019s part of it all<br \/>\n\tPart of the beauty of<br \/>\n\tfalling in love with you<br \/>\n\tis<br \/>\n\tthe<br \/>\n\tfear<br \/>\n<!--more-->\tyou<br \/>\n\twon\u2019t<br \/>\n\tfall.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><small>&#8211; Joshua Radin | The Fear You Won&#8217;t Fall<\/small><\/p>\n<p>###############<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u4e00<\/span> Never insert yourself into a system that doesn&#8217;t have room for you.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u4e81E\/span> One can only take a certain level of uncertainty. Remember, everything&#8217;s got a limit. Do something &#8212; whatever it is, just go do something about it before you lose your mind.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u4e01E\/span> If you haven&#8217;t sorted out one messy thing in your head, DO NOT move into another. Same goes for whatever else you do in your life.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u56c1E\/span> Being alone doesn&#8217;t necessarily equate to being lonely. Same goes for the opposite.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u4e81E\/span> Impossibility really has a way of getting under your skin and into your head.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u516d<\/span> Accept that there are happenings that you have no control over, things that you cannot have, and reasons you won&#8217;t ever understand. Remember, <em>simpleng mamamayan ka lang, hindi ka<\/em> superhero. You don&#8217;t have any special powers.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u4e01E\/span> Stop this insomnia~ing already. You know it&#8217;s bad for your health. You definitely don&#8217;t want to go back to the hospital, do you?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">\u516b<\/span> Stop the crazy grinning and the incessant humming. It is so fcuking unbecoming. Stop before you lose all your cool, hurry now regain your control.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It hasn\u2019t felt like this before It hasn\u2019t felt like home before you And I know it\u2019s easy to say &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=306\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[431],"tags":[174,224,342,394],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=306"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}