{"id":29,"date":"2006-10-12T12:42:25","date_gmt":"2006-10-12T03:42:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2006\/10\/12\/a-quick-fix-of-melancholy\/"},"modified":"2006-10-12T12:42:25","modified_gmt":"2006-10-12T03:42:25","slug":"a-quick-fix-of-melancholy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=29","title":{"rendered":"A Quick Fix of Melancholy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Clouds hover ominously above<br \/>\nand yet walking head on<br \/>\nand ignoring the incessant warnings<br \/>\nlooks like the only plausible option.<\/p>\n<p>The mouth opens as if to shout<br \/>\nlet out the pain, drain out the agony<br \/>\nand yet the voice exists not<br \/>\nno way to escape this melancholy.<\/p>\n<p>What is it clouding the eyes?<br \/>\nSeeing becomes harder as everything is blurry.<br \/>\nThey aren&#8217;t rainwater, the skies have yet to pour<br \/>\nbut they&#8217;ve fallen since walking out that door.<\/p>\n<p>Where did the emptiness come from?<br \/>\nCurrently at the bottom, possibly drop down further?<br \/>\nNursing a void nothing seems to fill<br \/>\nno desire to climb up and no wish either.<\/p>\n<p>Pull this useless abomination out, help her climb,<br \/>\nas the pit houses almost all her demons.<br \/>\nPray before the numbing loneliness takes over,<br \/>\npray that she&#8217;ll come back from yonder.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Clouds hover ominously above and yet walking head on and ignoring the incessant warnings looks like the only plausible option. &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=29\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}