{"id":26,"date":"2006-11-06T12:44:51","date_gmt":"2006-11-06T03:44:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2006\/11\/06\/youve-always-known\/"},"modified":"2006-11-06T12:44:51","modified_gmt":"2006-11-06T03:44:51","slug":"youve-always-known","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=26","title":{"rendered":"You&#039;ve Always Known"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Do not be flummoxed<br \/>\nby the blank stare you usually find<br \/>\nplastered on this passive face.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ve always known<br \/>\nthat silent waters run deep,<br \/>\nthat emotions do run high<br \/>\ndespite the nonchalance I keep.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ve seen firsthand<br \/>\nhow the cold and calm demeanor<br \/>\nmasks away the panic<br \/>\nand the restlessness and the pain,<br \/>\nmasks them so effortlessly<br \/>\nit seems feelings are held in disdain.<br \/>\nDo not be surprised or wary of the silence<br \/>\nhovering around this impenetrable shell.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ve always known that quiet<br \/>\ndoesn&#8217;t mean that the mind is not working;<br \/>\nDo not be afraid of the lack of words<br \/>\nor the lack of affectionate gestures;<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ve always known, I know you do,<br \/>\nit doesn&#8217;t mean that this heart is not beating.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Do not be flummoxed by the blank stare you usually find plastered on this passive face. You&#8217;ve always known that &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=26\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}