{"id":13,"date":"2007-12-15T11:30:09","date_gmt":"2007-12-15T02:30:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kilcher04.net\/2007\/12\/15\/might-not-be-it\/"},"modified":"2007-12-15T11:30:09","modified_gmt":"2007-12-15T02:30:09","slug":"might-not-be-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=13","title":{"rendered":"Might Not Be It"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>you pride yourself in your coldness,<br \/>\nyour ability to just go with the flow,<br \/>\nthe moat and walls around your emotions<br \/>\nfully impenetrable by any blow.<\/p>\n<p>but it takes only a series of words<br \/>\nto show that crack in your armor,<br \/>\nit takes a few sentences to strike you<br \/>\nand bring you down on your knees.<\/p>\n<p>one minute you were walking on even ground,<br \/>\nand the next thing you know you are falling&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;no, falling is such a tame word&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>you are dropping, no, you are plummeting,<br \/>\nplummeting into this seemingly endless abyss,<br \/>\nseemingly endless and yet entirely possible<br \/>\nto end anytime soon, a time where you fall flat<br \/>\non your face, a time fully unexpected.<\/p>\n<p>unexpected? but you were waiting for this,<br \/>\nyou just didn&#8217;t know when it will be,<br \/>\nand you shudder thinking this still might not be it,<br \/>\noh, holy horrors, this still might not be it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>you pride yourself in your coldness, your ability to just go with the flow, the moat and walls around your &hellip;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/?p=13\">Continue reading &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.journal.kilcher04.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}