Maybe I should just stop this line of thinking<\/p>\n
Who knows where this mindset is leading<\/p>\n
Oh, me! me! me! I know the direction this is heading<\/p>\n
And I know this is just me self-destructing<\/p>\n
Never mind that I even manage to be rhyming<\/p>\n
And I still have the gall to burst out laughing<\/p>\n
Even if my insides feel like they’re bleeding<\/p>\n
And I feel like slowly and slowly I’m dying<\/p>\n
Coz it’s like surreal or something<\/p>\n
Or something<\/p>\n
Yeah, something<\/p>\n
Wait, what on earth was I thinking?<\/p>\n
— sometime in 2006<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Maybe I should just stop this line of thinking Who knows where this mindset is leading Oh, me! me! me! …<\/p>\n