Or Something

Maybe I should just stop this line of thinking

Who knows where this mindset is leading

Oh, me! me! me! I know the direction this is heading

And I know this is just me self-destructing

Never mind that I even manage to be rhyming

And I still have the gall to burst out laughing

Even if my insides feel like they’re bleeding

And I feel like slowly and slowly I’m dying

Coz it’s like surreal or something

Or something

Yeah, something

Wait, what on earth was I thinking?

— sometime in 2006

Survey Desu, Survey

1. How do you usually introduce yourself to people?
— “hi, i’m awesome, and you are?”. haha. joke lang no. i don’t introduce myself to people. ibang tao gumagawa nun for me, parang himym eh, “hi, haaaaaaaave you met tinats?” haha.

2. Where do you usually order pizza from?
— pizza hut.

3. Have you ever been to Australia?
— nope. but i wanna go there. kampupot, pa-ampon!

4. Have you ever tripped going up steps?
— nope. going down, meron na haha. may matchbox cars kasi sa stairs leche.

5. What’s one thing you did last summer?
— got stuck in a hospital.

6. Do you have a best friend?
— team kilcher

7. Where will you be in 12 hours?
— prolly still in club 105 (justin’s place) for jon’s sayonara party.

8. Have you ever thrown something out of anger?
— hahaha. all the time.

9. Who’s the last person to text message you?
— lowla teejay. ang tanging suki ni k610i.

10. Last wedding you attended?
— hmmm, tita cristy’s wedding years ago.

11. If alcohol were banned worldwide, what would your reaction be?
— what the bloody hell is wrong with you people?

12. Can you see a phone right now?
— yep.

13. When is your birthday?
— march 21.

14. Are you a jealous person?
— nope. (buntung-hininga nang malalim). nope. really.

15. Ever skipped school and spent the day at the beach?
— eh kung may malapit lang bang beach sa quesci at UP eh. I skipped school to watch movies, though. 🙂

16. How are you today?
— oddly, i’m at peace. well, sort of. nantoka naru.

17. Do you miss anyone right now?
— hmmm. not really. do i have to miss someone ba?

18. When you’re in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
— the right jokes, the right people, the right convos. or maybe just the right amount of sleep.

19. Does everyone in your life know the real you?
— no.

20. What were you doing before you started this survey?
— reading up on xps specifications (again).

21. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
— getting ready for work while chatting while ironing clothes.

22. What was the weather like on your last birthday?
— normal spring weather.

23. What are you listening to?
— the darkness’ “dancing on a friday night”.

24. Can men and women be “Just Friends”?
— possible.

25. What woke you up this morning/afternoon?
— body clock.

26. Who was the last person to leave a comment on your Friendster?
— si kurly_topz a.k.a. ava kashima austria na nawawala na ngayon. waaaah, wala na akong ka-chika late into the night.

27. Do you listen to music everyday?
— mga 80% ng araw ko, puno ng music.

28. Initials ?
— mcidg

29. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
— eeer, office?

30. Do you enjoy fighting with people?
— nope. pacifist ako.

31. Have you ever been in the emergency room?
— oh yeah. try coughing up blood and see if di ka itakbo na lang bigla sa emergency room.

32. Do you drink coffee?
— yes, but only when super-needed. nagpapalpitate ako eh.

33. Are you a bad influence?
— nope. kadiri na nga ako sa pagiging goody-two-shoes eh. ps — hindi ako bad influence, pero kunsintidor ako. kaya favorite ako ni goldine eh :p

34. Do you close the door when you pee?
— ay oo naman. ano bang klaseng trip to? atsaka parang natanong na to dati ah.

35. Wallpaper on your computer’s desktop?
— the angas seattle storm nike id custom sneakers na hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin na-order.

36. Where was your default picture taken?
— kilcher: sa common area ng bahay, in front of the mirror.
— kilcher2: sa isang red phonebooth sa shibuya.

37. Doing this weekend?
— hanami, basketball, pnb sunday, tokyo flickr meet.

38. Orange or apple juice?
— apple juice (naulit na talaga to!)

41. Who was the last person you hung out with?
— the AJ peeps.

42. What was the last thing you ate?
— choco chip cookies from da konbini.

43. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
— khakis sa weekday, jeans sa weekend, sweatpants sa bahay.

44. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
— mamsi bought it. i have no idea where.

45. How’s your heart lately?
— be still, my beating heart. ayos lang yan. di pa katapusan ng mundo kung ancient na pero nag-iisa pa rin tayo.

46. The last person who called you?
— uh — sino nga ba? ah, si laizee nung isang araw, di kasi ako nagising on time. ang tamad talaga nun, pwede naman kumatok sa pintuan, heller.

47. Do you listen to your parents?
— minsan hindi :p heeheehee.

Pambihira!

Ang galing mo naman magpa-ikot ng
mundo ko,
mundo nila,
mundo naming lahat.

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Silip dito kung bakit.

Haha, di ko alam kung bakit pero nabubuwang na rin ako sa buwan. Baka kailangan na akong itali ng mga housemates ko kapag nag-aaparisyon yang buwan na yan sa kalangitan. Mamaya nagtatransform na pala ako nang hindi ko namamalayan. Pero kasi naman ang ganda niyang tingnan no. Kung hindi lang napakalamig tumambay sa tuktok ng building na tinitirhan namin, aabangan ko ang pagdating ng bilog na buwan every month eh.

Salamat sa nag-introduce sa akin sa pag-appreciate ng buwan. Pambihira ka.

Image: Blue Moon by Alvin.

Obligatory First Post

Hooray!

NO MORE ADS! Boohahahahaha!

Since I still don’t know what to do with this blog (and my life in general), I’ll write this entry as a placeholder for the meantime. I’m still in the process of deciding whether I’ll migrate everything from the old Home Court or not. ETA: Hmmm, I don’t think I’ll transfer everything here. Super-kalat dun eh. I guess I’ll just sift through the clutter and find the kapakipakinabang posts. Argh. Hassle na naman!

But before everything else, lemme just give a shout-out to RAMIL for successfully BI~ing me in buying a domain and for the hosting space. Another shout-out goes to KAY-E for funding my kababawan (memorized ko na card number mo *evillaugh*). Doumow Arigatouw Gosaimasuow to the both of ya.

Ja, eto na lang muna.

Ituloy ang Talbog ng Bola

di inaalintana ang parusang init,
ang dagdag na pagod sa pagod nang katawan.
mga problema’y isantabi pansamantala,
saka na lang yan, p.e. tres na muna.

may iba-ibang trip sa buhay, nagsama-sama,
ang iba’y kunyari ilag pa nung una.
pero sige lang, ganun talaga,
watak-watak tayong nagsimula.

at ayon sa ritmo ng bolang tumatalbog,
pagkakaibigan nati’y sinimulang binuo.
sabay sa bawat dagdag ng mga puntos,
walang alinlangan, tinanggap nang lubos.

sa bawat pasa, sa bawat pag-alalay,
nagkabuhol-buhol na ang mga buhay.
sa bawat tapik, sa bawat ngiti,
mga sikreto’y nasasabi paunti-unti.

sa mga pagkakataong nadadapa,
kakambal nito ang “okay ka lang ba? E
kapag ang bola ay naaagaw, nawawala,
“sige, okay lang yan, bawi mamaya. E

pero lahat ng bagay sa mundo nagtatapos
ito kaya ganoon din ang kahinatnan?
saan, saan pa kaya ito patungo –
magtuloy pa kaya ito pagkatapos ng laro?

sana hindi dito matapos, hindi ito ang dulo
ng mga samahang ating binuo, ating hinubog.
kahit tumunog pa man ang huling pito sa laro,
sana ang bola patuloy pa rin sa pagtalbog.